Yes I could not sleep. I tried to sleep on the day before on 22.30, but suddenly I wake up at 12AM. I could not breath well, I think, when I slept. I tried to go back to sleep again, but 3-5 minutes later, I felt like gasping for air, like I was drowning. I think that was because I have this flu, my nose felt stuffy - I feel better now with my nose.
But not 100% because of that, I think. Because I could felt like my stomach was gassy. So I took medicine for this gas problem. And after burped and farted a lot, still I could not sleep. So I move to couch, and tried to sleep there, after few minutes, well this was not going to work, my head still think about other things.
So I tried to do other activities, that maybe could make me fell asleep. First attempt, I tried to browse internet, played with the computer, and was not happening, instead it gave me headache (darn!). Second attempt, tried to read the book. Since I still on page 200 something on New Moon, well I think hopefully will bore me to sleep, and.. no, was not happening also, another headache (double darn!). Third attempt, well I thought I will make my body exhausted, so my bright idea was to do some exercise, lite one. So I did warm up exercise, for few minutes, when I felt bit loose and drowsy I went to my bed, and tried to sleep. And I kept hoping, please sleep please sleep now... brain please stop working and make me sleep...
Darn...... still no success, I started felt irritated. Well my next bright idea was, well maybe I need to pray to God since now already 3AM, well I went to pray (Istikharah). After finished praying, went back to my bed, please God make me sleep... well after changed side few times, I thought that this was not going to happen. Then hmm... this all maybe because the bed sheet was not comfortable, so I changed the bed sheet, back to bed with high hope now ... ahh... so comfy with new bed sheet .... well in your dream Pri if you think you could sleep now, I thought I started to hear my bed talked to me like that.
Okay then I agreed with my bed. Then I thought, maybe my room full of dust, thats why I could not sleep. So I did some brooming in my room, after that I mopped it using lavender scent, I let it dry for few minutes. After I opened my room, (I took a deep breath) haahhh.... relieving scent... I could definitely sleep now.... jumped to my bed.... well this was wishful thinking ... not going to happen.
5 .30 AM now, I gave up already in my attempts to try to sleep. So I just prepared my self to go to work. I did my morning routinities, first exercise, warm up, jogging around the apartment. I thought, well I'm sweaty enough now. Next, breakfast, so I made Oatmeal. After that ironed my clothes. Next stop is batroom, I did bathroom routinities, and I took a bath. Wore my clothes, and drank some more gastric medicines and vitamins.
On the way to office, I felt like my brain was spacey. I had that empty look in my eyes. Tired definitely...I hoped someone would not tried to pull off some jokes on me. Or they will be facing with my rage of irritations back alive from their grave, they could hope never saw me for the day, I even scared with my self at this time. Thank god the day just went normal. At the end of my office hours I felt woozy.... god I hoped I could make it home.
Well I made it, and thank god, I went to sleep at 9.30PM and I just woke up at 8.30AM, sweet.....
There goes what happened yesterday. I felt like a vampire for one day. Felt like Edward Cullen (stop laughing for anyone who read this) minus Bella on my side (seriously stop laughing). I know now, when you could not sleep, especially during the night there is not much you can do. Eventhough you could do a lot of things like me from exercise to mop, still it could bore you to death if it happen to you everyday. So be grateful if you still could go to sleep.